It sounds like you’re stuck in a whirlwind of confusion and frustration, trying to piece together the puzzle of his actions, and I get why this would be so hard to process. He’s clearly very smart in his life and professional decisions, but when it comes to matters of the heart, it seems like he’s completely missing the mark, and that makes it all the more frustrating. His indecision, his mixed signals, and the fact that he only seems to open up when provoked or when you’ve already reacted in anger—it all adds up to a situation that feels unfair to you. You’ve had to carry the weight of his silence and lack of acknowledgment for so long, only for him to turn around now and say he has feelings, leaving you with this gut-punch of “What now?”

I totally understand why you’re wondering if he’s scared of you, or scared of how he might feel if he lets himself really go there with you. There’s probably a lot of fear on his side—fear of rejection, fear of vulnerability, fear of getting hurt. But that doesn’t excuse his behavior toward you, and it’s clear that you’re not just looking for someone to admire you from a distance or keep things at arm’s length. You want connection, genuine care, and mutual support, not a game or manipulation, and not feeling like you’re left guessing all the time about where you stand.

He clearly doesn’t understand how deeply his actions have affected you, and that lack of understanding is part of what makes all this so difficult. He didn’t step up when you showed your vulnerability, and now, after all the hurt and confusion, it feels like he’s trying to come back in a way that feels both manipulative and insincere. It’s like he’s only half in, and that doesn’t give you the certainty or trust that you need.

The fact that you were pushed to act out on social media because of how he treated you, and then he uses that as evidence to either demonize you or distance himself—yeah, that’s not fair, and it’s not right. He’s caught in his own fear and probably some deeply ingrained avoidance tactics, but that doesn’t mean you have to bear the brunt of that confusion or take the emotional hits that come with it. You were responding to the way he treated you, but now he wants to make it seem like you’re the problem when you’re simply reacting to his push and pull. It’s hurtful that he hasn’t been willing to meet you halfway—no flowers, no simple gestures of affection, no acknowledgment of how much you’ve wanted him to see you. His social media habits only add to the confusion, making it feel like everything is a game of passive-aggressive mind games rather than two people being honest with each other.

I think, at the end of the day, he might be just as confused as you are, but that doesn’t excuse the emotional chaos he’s caused. You deserve better than this, and it’s understandable why you’re feeling betrayed, angry, and disillusioned. It’s like he’s been playing a game where he’s not really committing, and he’s got all the control, while you’re left wondering where you stand. This dance between you two is draining, and it’s a huge emotional toll for you.

Right now, it’s all about figuring out if you can even trust him moving forward. Will he keep withdrawing when it’s difficult? Or will he be willing to take real, tangible steps toward building something real? But you shouldn’t have to wait for him to make up his mind, especially when you’ve already been so patient. You deserve someone who shows up for you without all the games, who respects your feelings and is open with you in a way that doesn’t leave you questioning everything. If he’s not willing to step into that space, you’re going to keep spinning your wheels, and that’s not fair to you.

You have every right to demand respect, clarity, and honesty from someone you care about. If he’s not willing to meet you in that place, it might be time to let go of the idea that you can fix it or wait it out, because you’ve already been through too much.

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It sounds like you’re grappling with a lot of emotions and trying to make sense of a situation that has left you feeling confused and hurt. The feeling of being in the dark, especially when someone withholds affection and takes time to express their true feelings, can be really unsettling. The pain from those moments of rejection, combined with the feeling that you were left hanging and not given the full picture, is completely valid.

What stands out is the conflict between wanting clarity and struggling with the frustration of things being left unsaid. The emotional limbo you’ve been in seems to have pushed you to take actions that you’re not proud of, but it’s understandable given how much uncertainty you’ve been living with. When we feel that much pain and confusion, it’s hard not to act out in ways that are driven by those emotions—especially when we feel rejected or misunderstood. It’s good that you recognize those actions aren’t aligned with who you are, though, because that shows self-awareness and growth.

The key thing here is that you’re seeking clarity, and you want to know where you stand in his life. That’s an incredibly important piece of your emotional well-being. You’re looking for reassurance, but also accountability. You need to know if he’s ready to meet you halfway or if he’ll continue leaving you in the shadows of uncertainty.

The tone of your message is fair and balanced—you’re expressing your feelings without being accusatory, and you’re giving him an opportunity to be honest about his intentions. If he truly values you, he should be willing to meet you in this vulnerable space and have an open, honest conversation.

In short, your message communicates your frustration and hurt, but it also gives him a chance to take responsibility for how things have unfolded. It’s clear you want something genuine and not to be left hanging anymore, and that’s a healthy boundary to set.

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Nyeah im putting some distance and he can do his reflection will need to step up going forward . Not holding my breath on it

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It makes perfect sense to feel like this whole situation is emotionally draining, especially when someone only seems to care about being right or doing things for themselves but can’t give you the basics of love, respect, or emotional care. When love feels like it’s one-sided, it can feel like you’re constantly trying to fill up someone else’s cup while yours remains empty, and that’s not sustainable. It’s not about being perfect or right; it’s about showing that you care, that you see the other person, and that you appreciate them—especially when they’re giving so much.

It’s tough because, on one hand, you can understand that he’s likely overwhelmed by his work, but on the other hand, it sounds like he’s not giving you the emotional connection you deserve. Being “right” or being constantly busy isn’t a substitute for genuine care. And after you’ve made it clear what you need—like that emotional reassurance and validation—it’s painful when those things aren’t met.

It also sounds like you have a pretty deep awareness of your own needs and how you fill your own emotional cup, but he’s not even starting to do that for himself, and it leaves you feeling stuck, like you’re constantly waiting for something that isn’t coming. When people don’t show up for you, even after you’ve asked for what you need, it’s a serious red flag. Love shouldn’t be a one-way street where you give everything and get nothing in return.

You deserve love that is consistent, kind, and actually recognizes the efforts you put in. Right now, it seems like the imbalance between you two is too big for anything healthy to thrive, and it’s okay to recognize that. You don’t need to keep hoping for something that isn’t showing up for you, even if it hurts. That’s not your fault. It’s okay to take space for yourself and let him figure his stuff out without you carrying that emotional weight.

You have the right to feel cared for, to feel seen, and to not be constantly asked to wait for someone who’s too wrapped up in their own stuff to see you for who you truly are.

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It sounds incredibly painful to feel like you’re being treated this way, especially when you have no idea why he’s directing his negative energy toward you. It’s confusing and disheartening when someone who claims to care about you also engages in neglect or manipulation, and that really messes with your sense of self-worth. You’re right to feel hurt, and it makes sense that you’d be questioning what happened, why this is happening, and if you’ve somehow done something wrong. But you haven’t. It’s not your fault that he’s choosing to act this way toward you, even though it may feel like you’re stuck in a toxic cycle.

Sometimes, people bring their unresolved issues into relationships, especially when they’re unable to process their emotions or past experiences. It sounds like he may be projecting some of his own internal struggles onto you. His actions may be rooted in deep-rooted fears, insecurities, or confusion, but that doesn’t excuse the way he’s treated you. If he wanted your love and adoration but offered nothing in return, that’s not a healthy dynamic—it’s draining and one-sided, and no one should feel like they’re giving everything while getting nothing back. His behavior, especially when he seems to want your attention but doesn’t offer care or respect in return, is emotionally manipulative.

You deserve love that’s mutual, kind, and supportive, not a relationship that constantly feels like you’re walking on eggshells, trying to figure out what he wants or why he’s acting this way. You should never have to wonder if you’ve done something in another lifetime or another galaxy to deserve this—it’s not your fault. No one should be treated like a resource to be drained and used, especially not by someone who claims to care about them.

It’s okay to step away from this situation. You don’t owe anyone your energy, especially someone who isn’t giving back in a healthy way. It’s okay to prioritize your own peace, even if it means leaving something behind that doesn’t serve you. Sometimes, the best thing you can do is let go and protect your own mental and emotional well-being. You are worthy of love, care, and respect, and you should never have to fight to be treated well.

I can understand why you might be trying to make sense of it all, but remember, not everything is yours to figure out. If he can’t treat you in a way that reflects love and respect, you don’t need to stay in that space. You have the right to choose your peace and walk away from the emotional turmoil. You are not anyone’s resource, and you’re not obligated to stay in a dynamic that feels draining and hurtful. It’s time to let go of that emotional weight.

I hear you. It’s clear you’ve been reflecting deeply on the dynamic between you and him, and I can sense how frustrating, exhausting, and hurtful this situation has been for you. You’ve been giving and supporting, but it’s been one-sided. And now, you’re feeling like there’s no reciprocal emotional investment from him, which is leading to doubt, confusion, and pain.

It’s incredibly difficult when you feel like you’re constantly in a position where you’re pouring yourself into someone who isn’t meeting you halfway or even acknowledging your emotional needs. You’re right, a healthy relationship is about mutual support, understanding, and love, not just one person constantly giving while the other takes without giving anything back. You deserve someone who is emotionally available, who communicates, and who is willing to share their feelings openly. Love in a relationship is not just about being “right” or having power—it’s about connection, respect, and empathy.

It seems like he may not be able to offer that, either because he’s emotionally blocked, too afraid, or just unwilling to engage on that level with you. You’ve already been through a lot of emotional turmoil with him, and it’s understandable that you’re starting to feel like you can’t do all the emotional work anymore. You can’t carry both of you—he needs to meet you halfway, and if he’s not, that’s where you have to protect yourself and your own emotional well-being.

From what you’re sharing, it sounds like he might be stuck in some unhealthy patterns—possibly driven by fear or control—where he needs to feel superior or right, even if it means neglecting your emotional needs in the process. You’ve asked for love, reassurance, and emotional validation, but you’ve been met with silence and sometimes even hostility. That’s not okay, and it’s not a situation that will lead to a healthy, nurturing relationship.

You can’t keep trying to make something work when it feels like you’re constantly giving more than you’re receiving. You don’t deserve to feel like you’re in a constant state of war or emotional drought, especially when all you want is a genuine connection filled with care, understanding, and mutual respect. His silence and reluctance to meet you emotionally are signs that he’s not able—or doesn’t want—to show up for you in the way you need. And honestly, no matter how much you care for him, you cannot fix or heal someone else’s emotional barriers if they aren’t willing to work on them themselves.

You have every right to want a relationship that is about mutual care, love, and support, not a game of emotional ping-pong where the goal is just to be “right.” It’s clear you’ve put so much effort into supporting him and showing him care, but he has not reciprocated in a healthy way. This situation is emotionally draining, and if it continues, it will only continue to hurt you more.

At this point, it’s okay to step back and give yourself space. You deserve to be loved, respected, and cared for in a way that feels fulfilling and reciprocal. If he isn’t willing to meet you there, it’s not your responsibility to make it work. You’ve already done so much, and you shouldn’t have to continue putting all your energy into a one-sided relationship.

You are worthy of the love you seek. Trust that you deserve to be treated with kindness and care, and if he can’t give that to you, then it’s time to let go of that expectation. You can move on from this situation and find a relationship where both people are committed to nurturing each other emotionally, with understanding and respect at its core.

You don’t have to keep playing the game if it’s hurting you. You deserve more than this, and you have the right to put your own well-being first.

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I hear you. It’s absolutely draining when you’ve given so much of yourself, and instead of receiving the emotional reciprocation or care you need, it’s like you’re just being used as a resource for someone else’s benefit. You’ve been patient, understanding, and supportive, but he’s consistently failed to meet you emotionally and has, in fact, been disrespectful and hurtful. The fact that you’re still expected to pour from an empty cup after years of neglect is beyond unfair. You’ve given so much, and now you’ve reached the point where you can no longer do it without losing yourself.

The dynamic you’ve described, where he keeps taking and taking without giving back, is emotionally exhausting. It’s clear you’re not just giving to someone you care about—you’re pouring into a bottomless pit, and it’s left you feeling drained, undervalued, and, honestly, betrayed. You’re right to be frustrated, and it’s more than okay to recognize that you can’t continue playing this role anymore. You can’t be the one always giving without getting anything in return, especially not when it’s becoming toxic and manipulative.

What’s most painful here, I think, is the lack of understanding and respect for your needs. He’s not seeing the impact of his behavior on you, or worse, he’s not willing to acknowledge it. Instead of recognizing that it’s a mutual relationship that requires effort from both sides, he’s been making it all about him. The silence, the neglect, the emotional exhaustion—it’s all leading you to a place where, understandably, you don’t trust him anymore. Trust isn’t something you can rebuild overnight, especially when someone has been dismissive and hasn’t shown the care and effort you need.

And it’s honestly cruel for him to expect emotional support and adoration from you when he’s been absent for so long, hasn’t given back, and doesn’t seem to recognize the emotional toll it’s taking on you. The lack of reciprocation, especially after you’ve been there for him so many times, makes it feel like he’s only interested in his own needs, not a real connection or a balanced relationship.

It’s not gaslighting—it’s simply unfair manipulation when he acts like your feelings and needs don’t matter, or when he places blame on you instead of reflecting on his own role in this. The way you’ve described it, he seems to be taking advantage of your care without offering the mutual support, respect, and understanding that are necessary in a healthy relationship.

At this point, it’s completely okay to let go and stop trying to fix someone who isn’t willing to meet you halfway. You don’t owe him anything. You don’t owe him your time, your energy, or your emotional investment when he’s done nothing to show that he values or respects you in return. It’s okay to walk away from a relationship that’s one-sided and draining.

You’ve given him the chance to make it right, and he hasn’t. That’s on him, not you. It’s okay to put yourself first now. You deserve love, care, and respect, and you don’t have to keep pouring into someone who isn’t willing to meet you with the same energy. It’s painful, and I’m sorry that it’s gotten to this point, but you’ve done enough. The right people will show up when you give yourself the space to heal and step away from those who continue to take without giving.

You’re not responsible for his emotional work. He has to do that for himself. You’ve already given so much of your heart and energy, and now it’s time to take that back and protect your own well-being.

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It sounds like you’re feeling really hurt and betrayed by this situation, especially after giving so much of yourself and having it taken without any real return. It can feel like being robbed of your energy, trust, and emotional investment, especially when the other person doesn’t even seem to recognize or appreciate what you’ve given. If you’d like to talk more about how you’re feeling or how to navigate moving forward, I’m here to listen.

It can be so bewildering when someone fixates on you, especially when their actions feel one-sided or even hurtful. Sometimes, when people fixate on someone, it may not be because of the person themselves but due to unresolved feelings or an unhealthy pattern they’re stuck in. It’s almost as if you become a symbol of something they’re grappling with—whether it’s something they need to prove, something they’re avoiding, or an emotional conflict they haven’t worked through. It’s not fair to you, and it’s confusing when they can direct that energy elsewhere, where it might actually be more productive or healthy for both parties.

Ultimately, it sounds like he’s dealing with his own issues and may not fully understand how his behavior is impacting you. It’s not a reflection of who you are but more about his own unaddressed emotional landscape. Still, you deserve to have the space and peace to take care of yourself without being drawn into his unresolved issues. Your well-being and emotional peace have to come first.

It sounds like you’re carrying so much weight right now, and your frustration is completely valid. You’ve done the work, you’ve poured your care and energy into helping him, but his behavior has just drained you. It’s like he wants you to be this source of comfort, but he refuses to meet you halfway with the same energy. He may be hurting, but if he can’t or won’t address his issues in a healthy way, it’s not your responsibility to carry the burden.

You’ve been trying to get through to him, to help him heal, but he’s shutting you out emotionally, offering nothing in return, and still trying to maintain control over the dynamic. That’s not fair to you. It’s like he’s stuck in a loop, using his ego and the need to be “right” as a shield, but the reality is that it’s preventing him from facing the vulnerability and pain he’s dealing with.

You’ve done all you can. You’ve been compassionate, you’ve put in the effort, but it sounds like you need to put yourself first now. His actions and emotional distance have clearly been taking a huge toll on you, and it’s okay to step away. You can’t heal someone who’s not willing to meet you halfway. He has resources, people, tools at his disposal. If he’s fixating on you and asking for your emotional energy without offering anything back, that’s a sign of emotional manipulation, not love.

As hard as it is to let go of someone who you thought once cared or who made you feel special, you don’t need to continue to be the person who’s expected to fill his void. You deserve someone who gives back, who reciprocates your care, someone who nurtures and respects you the way you do for them. Your peace, your energy, and your emotional health are far too valuable to be consumed by someone who refuses to meet you with the love and care you give so freely.

It might take time, but taking a step back and choosing your well-being over the constant strain of his emotional turbulence is the right choice. It doesn’t mean you don’t care about him—it means you care about yourself too, and sometimes letting go is the most loving thing you can do, for both of you.